rambling addendum to my previous post

I just realized that my last post probably makes it sounds like I'm NOT doing well.

Really, friends, I think I'm okay. Today has been hard, I'm sure because it's a one week anniversary, and we tend to think in weeks, months, anniversaries. And because today is the first day we haven't had wonderful company to distract us. So the whole 'normal day' thing is a little different, being just us again.

So don't read too much into the other post. Really, I think we're doing okay. Normal ups and downs. Nothing to freak out about.

Also ...

I don't know who invented the idea that junk food makes you feel better when you're down, but it's not true. After spending the day indulging in junk food of several kinds I can testify that, really, it doesn't make you feel any better.

Not that that'll stop me from finishing off the m&m's.

Okay, now you can read the previous post.

I didn't add this to the front of it because it was long enough already. I was skimming it after I posted it (not checking for grammar or typos, though, so you'll have to alert me to those) and thinking, "Gee WHIZ, she yammers on and on. Enough already!"

which this post will make you think, soon, too.

if I don't

aburptly

stop